Cybercolumn by Jeanie Miley: Trust the source_51704
Posted: 5/07/04
CYBERCOLUMN:
Trust the source
By Jeanie Miley
From the freeway to the subdivision where we were having dinner with friends couldn’t have been more than a mile. On that route, we passed five churches, all of which are “nondenominational.”
This isn’t my father’s world, I thought to myself, recalling that when I was riding my bicycle around the sidewalks of the churches he pastored. When I was a child, swinging in the backyards of the parsonages, most of which were next door to the church, somebody different was a Methodist!
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“I don’t even recognize the political party of my parents!” a friend lamented, later, as we were talking about how every single institution we have relied on is experiencing the enormous waves of change. “I’ve always been a member of their party, but I don’t seem to fit anymore!”
We who have been nurtured and grounded in the traditions of our parents are finding our traditions challenged by the voices from the culture, voices that speak in many languages and voices that come at life from varying points of view. We who are the religious establishment are hanging on for dear life, sometimes, wondering what will remain standing after the tumult of transitional times. What will be gone with the wind, and what will remain?
As I live in the meantime between times, I am brought over and over back to the Source of it all, and am reminded again and again that the institutions of my life are not God. Sometimes I wonder if in the shakeup, God is not extending an invitation to all of us to stop clinging to our idols and false gods and return to the One-Who-Makes-All-Things-New.
I’ll be honest (a novel idea for a columnist, don’t you think?). I miss the status quo. I resent having my stability, predictability and comfort disturbed. I liked it better when all of the dots connected, just as they always had, and the lines were straight, drawn from point A to point B. I miss the warm womb of the past, when I knew all of the rules and all of the players.
However, I’ve lived long enough now to know that when I get too comfortable, I tend to get complacent, and from there, it’s a quick trip to a rut and a grave.
The truth is that the God of our history is the God of our present, and, if I read the sacred texts correctly, God is alive and dynamic, vibrant and life-giving, challenging the old order and spilling and splashing new wine all over the world that he loves passionately and sacrificially.
I’m learning that I cannot trust structures that won’t flex and bend and stretch and strain to grow into the newness of life.
I’m learning that I can trust the God-of-all-of-us who crashed into history in one place, at one time, to redeem a people who had gotten stuck in the old ways.
I’m learning that I am not safe in systems that refuse to allow the fresh wind of the Spirit to blow freely through them, and that I am safe in places where I can trust people who are so sensitive to that Spirit that they know when to stand their ground and hold to what is foundational and true, and when to dance with the Creator who keeps on creating, sustaining and enlivening creation.
As for me, I’m committed to what is life-giving from my past. I’m grounded in tradition that heals and empowers.
I am, at the very same time, open to what liberates and transforms in the present.
Most of all, my trust is not in the institutions that come and go, but in the Source. My faith has found a solid resting place, and so I can, as my father counseled me, “sit steady in the boat,” even when it seems that the storms are too big and our boats too small.
Jeanie Miley is an author and columnist and a retreat and workshop leader. She is married to Martus Miley, pastor of River Oaks Baptist Church in Houston, and they have three adult daughters. Got feedback? Write her at Writer2530@aol.com.

